Tuesday, March 23, 2010
my final sem results are finally out
and i'm glad to say that i pass everything:):)
i have already decided on the course i want to take for uni
and from now to july i have exactly 3 months to enjoy
once uni life starts no more late night outings for me!:(
currently majiong is my new love!hohoho
i have been mj-ing every week!
one more week to my thailand trip!
hopefully by next week the place is less messy
orelse the trip will be cancelled.
for now i will just leave my blog to rot
byeeee!
loveeeee:)
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Its week 4 of FYP!!!!!!!woohoooo
fyp = final year pigs
We spent most of our time eating, slacking, watching movies
plus cam whoring!
that has been our daily routine for 4 weeks!!
the pictures below will show you how hardworking we are.ahahhahaha
Monday, November 16, 2009
i've been trying to stay strong
keeping my mind off things by sleeping early,
going for morning jogs and doing some reading
i have to admit that you still linger in my mind
however its just too much to face each day
we can never compromise on something
we either fight or not talk
the relationship got so stale
that sometimes it got to an extend that it was better
we just leave things hanging there than talking
What i'm most disappointed is that i'm being accused of something
i did not do at all
frankly speaking by accusing others just to cover up for yourself
you can hide it now but you cant hide the truth forever
if i really had someone new would i even give you all my passwords?
as for you, you changed your password,delete what i wrote
who is the one having something to hide?
just by judging a facebook quiz you can come to a conclusion
that i cheated on you!??
like wtff
i guess it was just an excuse for you to get out of this
i gave up trying to explain because
i know no matter what i say its useless because
the main point is
your just finding an excuse to get yourself out of this
for now i will just camp myself at home
and hide my face under those books
i'm tired of facing all these never ending dramas
and i really appreciate bestf, syb, and my poly friends
for being there:)
Friday, November 13, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
the hurt u caused can never be erased
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
What have i done to deserve such treatment?
sometimes i find it really hard to let you know how i'm really feeling
because i get answers that shows me how "mature" you are
like when i ask if you really want this relationship
if u dont then no point being together
i get answers like if you want to find someone new say la
how am i suppose to let you know how i really feel
when i always get such answers
i figured that u want me because u dont want others to have me
and not because you really love me
this aint going to work in the long run
sigh nothing good seems to be happening in my life
i guess i have to accept certain issues
what to do
if you choose the path you wanna take when u were warned before
you cant complain but to accept whats in for you
The only person you need in your life is the one
who proves to you that he needs you in his ♥
(taken from kim's fb status)
i second that
and if you are wondering why i removed my taggedboard
i just do not need opinions from outsiders
at the moment i dont need comments to put me down further
Monday, November 09, 2009
what is life?
life is all about the miseries we bring upon ourselves
Whats the point of grieving when you have no one to blame but yourself
everyday i'm stuck in a cycle
angry ---> forgive ---> forget
it never ends
i can even count the number of times i was really happy with one hand
this shows how "happy" i have been lately
as the days go by, the amount of quarrels increase
and the only thing that decreases is the love
i guess love is really blind
despite knowing how much pain you are going through
you just keep walking on
i'm pretty drained from every shit in my life
everytime when i'm so close to walking away
i always do a fucking detour
whats wrong with me??
sometimes i feel that i'm mentally unsound
tolerating anything from A to Z
its time i learn to be strong
being too forgiving wont get me anywhere
at the end of the day i'm the one at the losing end
i quit my job as MISS NICE
for now i really need a break from this world