spanish eyes

2010-03-23T16:04:00.000-07:00

my final sem results are finally out
and i'm glad to say that i pass everything:):)
i have already decided on the course i want to take for uni
and from now to july i have exactly 3 months to enjoy
once uni life starts no more late night outings for me!:(
currently majiong is my new love!hohoho
i have been mj-ing every week!
one more week to my thailand trip!
hopefully by next week the place is less messy
orelse the trip will be cancelled.
for now i will just leave my blog to rot
byeeee!

loveeeee:)

2009-12-15T17:51:00.000-08:00

Its week 4 of FYP!!!!!!!woohoooo

fyp = final year pigs

We spent most of our time eating, slacking, watching movies

plus cam whoring!

that has been our daily routine for 4 weeks!!

the pictures below will show you how hardworking we are.ahahhahaha

2009-11-16T09:50:00.000-08:00

i've been trying to stay strong
keeping my mind off things by sleeping early,
going for morning jogs and doing some reading
i have to admit that you still linger in my mind
however its just too much to face each day
we can never compromise on something
we either fight or not talk
the relationship got so stale
that sometimes it got to an extend that it was better
we just leave things hanging there than talking

What i'm most disappointed is that i'm being accused of something
i did not do at all
frankly speaking by accusing others just to cover up for yourself
you can hide it now but you cant hide the truth forever
if i really had someone new would i even give you all my passwords?
as for you, you changed your password,delete what i wrote
who is the one having something to hide?
just by judging a facebook quiz you can come to a conclusion
that i cheated on you!??
like wtff
i guess it was just an excuse for you to get out of this
i gave up trying to explain because
i know no matter what i say its useless because
the main point is
your just finding an excuse to get yourself out of this
for now i will just camp myself at home
and hide my face under those books
i'm tired of facing all these never ending dramas
and i really appreciate bestf, syb, and my poly friends
for being there:)

2009-11-13T09:26:00.000-08:00

2009-11-11T08:33:00.000-08:00

the hurt u caused can never be erased

2009-11-10T13:59:00.000-08:00

What have i done to deserve such treatment?
sometimes i find it really hard to let you know how i'm really feeling
because i get answers that shows me how "mature" you are
like when i ask if you really want this relationship
if u dont then no point being together
i get answers like if you want to find someone new say la
how am i suppose to let you know how i really feel
when i always get such answers
i figured that u want me because u dont want others to have me
and not because you really love me
this aint going to work in the long run
sigh nothing good seems to be happening in my life
i guess i have to accept certain issues
what to do
if you choose the path you wanna take when u were warned before
you cant complain but to accept whats in for you

The only person you need in your life is the one
who proves to you that he needs you in his ♥
(taken from kim's fb status)
i second that

and if you are wondering why i removed my taggedboard
i just do not need opinions from outsiders
at the moment i dont need comments to put me down further

2009-11-09T11:11:00.000-08:00

what is life?
life is all about the miseries we bring upon ourselves

Whats the point of grieving when you have no one to blame but yourself
everyday i'm stuck in a cycle
angry ---> forgive ---> forget
it never ends
i can even count the number of times i was really happy with one hand
this shows how "happy" i have been lately
as the days go by, the amount of quarrels increase
and the only thing that decreases is the love
i guess love is really blind
despite knowing how much pain you are going through
you just keep walking on
i'm pretty drained from every shit in my life
everytime when i'm so close to walking away
i always do a fucking detour
whats wrong with me??
sometimes i feel that i'm mentally unsound
tolerating anything from A to Z
its time i learn to be strong
being too forgiving wont get me anywhere
at the end of the day i'm the one at the losing end
i quit my job as MISS NICE
for now i really need a break from this world

2009-11-05T08:52:00.000-08:00

It time to MIA
i seriously dont feel like talking to anyone
seeing is believing
so what more can i say?

2009-11-03T09:28:00.000-08:00

i really cant communicate with you anymore
i dont feel that sense of remorse coming from inside you
u say u feel empty i dont think so
why bother calling and calling when i start to reply
you talk but irrelevant stuff
i ask you A u ask me back B
is this really how you show you are sorry?
i guess when a person is too forgiving
you end up being taken for granted because
u are expected to forgive with just a word of sorry
and what was your explaination i get from you about friday
oh my friends were drunk and i scolded them already
if u really cared about my feelings and was scared to lose me
the best you could do was to get your fucking friends to apologise
but instead i get excuses from u about them being drunk
but wait they were drunk but u were sober
so what is your excuse for scolding me?
so i assume if i were to do something like this in the future
all i have to say is my friends wasnt sober at the moment
or if i kill someone and the judge were to ask why i do it
my reply would be :"I WAS DRUNK SO CAN I NOT GO TO JAIL ?"
a mistake done cant be undone
the only way to make the situation better is
to repent after your thoughtless act

2009-11-02T10:15:00.000-08:00

friday was a big shocker to me
it finally made me see where i really stood in your life
what made me disappointed was that you broke your promise
and top it off with your friends calling me names like
a dog and a fucking bitch
i'm cool with what they want to call me because its their mouth
every human has their right to voice out their unhappiness
but the most hurtful part is you standing on their side,
giving me a scolding for quarrelling with them
if my friends were to scold you some nasty names
and instead of standing up for you
i scold you for quarrelling with them
how do you feel?
i know friends are important
however there is always a limit to everything you do!
if i really meant that much to you this whole shit would not have happened
NEVER!
all i know it was my greatest mistake to try to change
for someone who means the world to me
because at the end of the day the one you fear
losing most are your friends and definitely not ME

2009-10-29T11:09:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO GET MY HANDS ON THISSSSS

hopefully i can get it by end of this yr:)))

which of course is impossible at the rate i'm spending

i should really start putting aside my money in order

to get my baggggggggg

save save save

when i saw the bag at the store i was like i MUST SAVE!

no more buying of clothes and useless stuff!

2009-10-27T14:52:00.000-07:00

Since the previous week, things hasn't been going smoothly for me
sigh i hate situations when you have to make a decision
its either this or that
as you can never have the best of both worlds
on top of that i'm having a tiff i guess with a close friend of mine?
we haven spoken since that confrontation
i mean i really dont understand why!?i mean if u happen to find out something said from your friend's friend
that was claim said by your close friend
and when you confront your friend
take for example if it isnt true shouldnt you try to assure me that
it was said by someone else and not you?
instead of saying i accuse you and get angry?
seriously i h8888888 my life TTM!fmllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
i haven been really happy for the longest time
its always this if not that or everything happens at the same time
sighhhh
plus i got my pay on sat and its almost finished!
i bought a burberry bag instead of the prada slipper
and i'm gonna save up for a prada bag!!!
i want i wantttttttttttttt
i saw a super chio one yesterday
and i should seriously start starving myself soon
impossibleeeeeeeeeee!!
for the past 2 nights i have been having awesome supper!

The first night was with best over at the hk cafe near our place

The second night was at newton with the bally people!

And the last last weekend we celebrated my grandma's birthday at

carton hotel's restuarent

my cousin, sis and I

mummy

you are really not worth the sacrfice

2009-10-19T18:31:00.000-07:00

I had no work todayyyyyyyyyy
because deepavali falls on a saturday!
therefore we were given a day off today:))
b gave school a miss and came over to my place to chill
and we slept till 4 and had our lunch at about 4ish???
i'm meeting sharon and the rest at chomps for dinner later
and i doubt i can even eat!!
i'm so fullllllllll
all the durian,noodles plus ice lemon tea
they are still floating around in my stomach!:(
sigh what should i wear later???

anyway met yiqin 2 weeks back

and we camwhore using her sexy camera!

you know the canon black huge huge camera!hahahahahahah

i love how well the pics were taken by her camera!!

i'm waiting for her to upload the pics we took over at raffles city!!

cant wait to upload them:)))

alright gtg get ready to meet my girlssss

2009-10-16T09:48:00.000-07:00

TGIF

its 9 am in the morning and i'm freezing like a polar bear in the office!
i'm so tired!!!and i mean really really tired!
i'm glad i only work on sat this weekend
plus i have a holiday on the coming monday!

caught Surrogates the day before yesterday with b
and i have to say the show was beyond awesome
i love how those surrogates looked and how everything seemed so real
unlike final destination 4 where all the deadly scenes seemed so FAKE!
i just hate it when the movies are made very unreal
like you can tell that it is obviously done by people behind the computer screens!

Celebrated best's birthday the previous thursday over at compass
it has been a while since we last sat and chat over coffee
so of course we settle for our usual starbucks:))))
i just love chilling over at starbucks having our frapps & cheesecakes
updating each other about our daily life blah blah
so after starbucks we headed over to her house and chilled downstairs
and liping came to join us where we chilled till 12 and sang her a birthday song!
andddd the day ended with her losing her house keys and shop keys!!
she was really upset because she had to change her shop's shutter!!
and just last night when i decided to try on the clothes she returned me that day
her keys fell to the floor!!
i immediately called her and till now we both cant
get over this missing key story!
like wtf!?if only i took the clothes out earlier
till now i feel bad because it caused her 100 bucks to change the shop's shutter!
i bet she wanted to murder me when i told her i found her keys!!
i'm sorry!!!!!!
i know you still love me!
alright i got to rush my programming assignment now!
will update with more pictures over the weekend:))

2009-10-11T23:25:00.000-07:00

The day started off terribly with me tearing at work!
i just cant help crying over small tiny matters!
why cant i control my emotions!?????
fight fight and fight sighhhhhh
luckily things ended off with a nice dinner at kovan
followed by a nice long chat!:)
tmr is monday again
week 7 of my fuck up attachment
and they are starting to give me programming assigments
which make me dread work so much!
and i'm brokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i spend all my attachment money plus bally pay in like 2 weeks!??
WTFFFFFFFFFFFF
so yes no more online shopping!!
plus my freaking phone bill came
106!!!!!!!!!???
my mom was like nagging and nagging saying
every month i spend my money like nobodies business
and she keeps looking down on me
saying how am i going to survive in the future at the rate i'm going
anyway i'm so in love with this prada slippers i saw!!
hopefully if i spend less on clothings i can save up enough to get that slipper:))

alright i better my ass to bed

orelse i have to cab to work like last week

because i woke up at 7.15am when i start at 8!!hohoho

good night worlddd

2009-10-01T17:24:00.000-07:00

Seriously office jobs can really kill the shit out of you
every morning i barely have the energy to crawl out of my bed
to get ready for work!!!
despite sleeping slightly earlier than before
i wake up every morning feeling as though i slept
for only 2 hoursssssssssssssss??
sighhhhhh
1 month and 3 more weeks to go
and it will be the start of my other nightmare
FYP!!!!!
time really flies please
it seems like just yesterday when i first enrolled into nyp
and in 4 & a half months time i will be graduating!
oh well i guess i better enjoy the time i'm left with now:)

bally people over at liyana's house for hari raya supper:)

we headed over to town after work!

gave her an advance birthday treat:)

2009-09-30T17:15:00.000-07:00

Each day is a new canvas to paint upon.

Make sure your picture is full of life and happiness,
and at the end of the day you don't look at it and

wish you had painted something different.

2009-09-24T16:32:00.000-07:00

i guess i spoke too soon about having the flexibility of
wearing anything to work!
the HR spotted the both of us in shorts
and made a complain to our in charge!!
how annoying please
so starting from tmr we are only allowed to wear either dresses with shoes
or jeans with shoes no slippers!!

KILL ME PLEASE

i'm left with 8 weeks of attachment how am i going to survive

sigh i hate office jobs:(

i'm left with 1 hr more before i head home

i'm so tireddddddddddd

alright shall end the post with pics taken at sharon's 21st birthday:))

2009-09-22T00:25:00.000-07:00

i just got back home from work about an hr back
and i totally forgot about the report that is going to be due tmr!!!???
wtfffffffff
plus i was watching this super sick video of this guy falling head first onto
the freaking pathment and his face split into half!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now my damn stomache feels sick because of that shitass video
seriously i regret watching it!!!
how am i suppose to rush my report when i have to be up at 6am tmr???
omg kill me!!!
i'm so dreading work tmr

ok fuck the report i'm going to bed

bodycon dresses are a no no said our teacher in charge

and i still wore it.hahahahah

this is what i wear to work!??hahahah

the only right outfit.hahahaha

and seriously the toilet is a killer!!

i can hardly breathe inside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-16T10:41:00.000-07:00

Believe it or not i'm blogging at my office!!!??hahhahaah
sadly its only the 3rd week of my attachement and i'm
feeling even more tired than the previous week
to add on to my hectic schedule i'm still working at bally on weekends!
superwomen much huh?
7 days a week with no day off!
anyway its pointless for me to be off on the weekends
because most of my friends are working
oh well the only think i like about my company is that
i get to wear anything to work!!!hahahah
lihui and i attempted to wear shorts the other day and we were not scolded!!
and the best part is i wear slippers!!!!
Best just told me yesterday that i'm missing out on all the fun!
how sadddddddddddddd
seriously all i look forward to is to get home and sleep
partying is way way out of the picture now!
alright i better stop blogging orelse i'm gonna get fired!
cant wait to meet the bally peeps tonight for dinnerrrrr
:))))))))))))))))))
dinner with the family

thats all for now will post more later in the day!:)

2009-09-02T23:49:00.000-07:00

its the third day of my attachement but i feel
as though i have gone through almost two months of it!
i am so exhausted from work that i dont intend to meet
any of my friends after work!!!!
all i do is go straight home eat and sleep
waking up at 6 every morning can really kill me
plus sitting in the office , staring at the codings
CAN MAKE ME GO MAD!
seriously i know nuts about programming
i really feel like crying because knowing nothing makes me stress
thankfully i have li hui and aaron with me
orelse i will commit sucide and the end of my first week
i really dont know how to survive the remaining days
of my attachement:( sighhhhh
hopefully the time will pass quick enough for me
to survive these 3 months:((((((((

2009-08-26T01:34:00.000-07:00

sybbyyyy

2009-08-24T22:29:00.000-07:00

seriously blogger is being a bitchhhhh
i attempted to blog with pictures for the past two days
and the image icon cant seem to load!
anyway i'm left with 1 PAPER!hoorayyyyyy
unfortunately the last paper is the KILLER paper
and why killer paper??
because the fucked up lecturer gives tips
that are of no use!
and i obviously do not know where and how to start studying
today's paper already left me with a
"i am going to repeat this module" thinking
if thursday's module is gonna be the same
i will be stuck in NYP for another sem!!!!
which means instead of having a sem left i have 2 sems left!
so i must die die study like siao.hahahha
after thursday i will be free from examsssssss
thats the good news however the bad news is
my attachement starts on the coming monday!!??
i'm excited to know which company i'm posted to
but i'm so not looking forward to the office hours
i seriously hate squeezing with the working people be it on the bus or train
SO NOT COOL!!!!
hopefully i get posted to harbourfront
or somewhere convinent for me to get a lift from my mom.hehehe
alright i better go mug
fuck itttttttt
oh yes happy birthday adeeeeeee:)))
love you meatball

Where is your heart?
Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?

2009-08-16T02:17:00.000-07:00

3 more days before the start of my first paper!!!
and i'm so not prepared!(KILL ME PLEASE)
frankly speaking i only studied for one paper
and have yet to touch the other 3
tmr i die die must touch on the other paper
orelse its gonna be doom for me!!
anyhows i'm damn happy because my manager told me that i lost weight today!
(sheena if you are reading this danial said you cant call me a fat swan already!!)
hilarious much!
plus i bumped into rina that day and she said the same thing too
hohoho
oh well i guess its because of the "stress"
i have been getting for the past few months
hopefully i can stress myself more in order to shed more pounds!

minutes ago i was telling best that i am damn hungry
she ask me to eat but i refuse
i told her i was going down to stuff my face with a pear
and i ended up with a plate of pasta with extra cheese!
hahahahahahahahah
ok super sinful i know
i'm practically half dead right now
after a hectic day at work!

bye to this empty space right here

i'm off to bed!!:))

this picture resulted in this convo i had with my sis.hahahahaha

2009-08-09T02:33:00.000-07:00

i knew there was definitely going to be a dead end
but i just kept walking

2009-07-30T00:52:00.000-07:00

this was almost 5 yrs back!

hahhahaahhahaah

2009-07-22T02:45:00.000-07:00

last wed we had a farewell ktv for our manager and it was funnnnn
i sang till i lost my voice!!!!!
and the best part was i forgot all about my two presentation the next day!
so yes i went to school with that little bit of voice
and my presentation was hillarious

we hit the club again on friday to celebrate jen's 19

it was a horrible night because some random stranger

puked right next to us on the dance floor

and the puke fell on our legssssssssssss

G-R-O-S-S

pon school on monday to play wii at ally's crib!

we had awesome homemade crepes:))))

oh my godzxadgcga its like week 14 already!!!

the exams are starting on the 19 of august!!!

i'm scaredddddddddd

i have one particular module that i'm super worried about!

the best part is that my teacher hates me!???/

believe it or not she asked me to hurry find a husband

and get married cause if i go out and work

i will harm my employer!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she is so damn discouraging please!

the week before she asked me to quit school if i'm not interested

and now she asked me to hurry get married!

stressxzbvcfdhgvbn

2009-07-14T00:05:00.000-07:00

So i have decided to go on with my plans of going china for my fyp
i hope i made the right choice
as i do not want to regret my decision!
I just hope the trip will make me a happy girl again:)
so i will be celebrating christmas and the new yr countdown with the cheenassss!
Life's been pretty fucked up lately and though i may seem strong on the outside
the truth is i am never strong NEVER!
Sometimes i would just breakdown thinking how
I should have done things correctly in the past
how i should have appreciated the things when i had them
I know whats the used of crying over spilled milk!?
no matter how hard or how much i cry the milk cant go back into the cup
when something is broken, it will never ever be like how it used to be
for now i just got to keep myself going and never look back
i need some chill pillssssssssss
and dear cough please go away:((((

2009-07-09T07:47:00.000-07:00

As usual i'm partying away till the wee hrs every week

and i'm not at all worried about my slipping grades!

I dont know why i keep having silly thoughts of quiting school!

mad i know but i'm just stress

i'm crossing my fingers real hard that i will

make it through this sem orelse i'm doom for sure

seriously REALITY IS CRUEL!

well its life you either face it or fuck it

2009-06-25T16:45:00.000-07:00

Nyp has decided to extend our holiday a week longer
because of that h1n1 virus!
so i'm schooless for another week DAMN!
well i use to love holidays but i totally dread them now
the thought of having a long holiday just makes me feel shitty!
i know u must be thinking i'm mad
because everyone loves holidaysss
Syb has been praying hard hoping rp closes.hahahahah
unfortunately her prayers arent heard!
lifes like this the more u want something
the more you wont get it
and the more you dont want something
the more you get it
nothing is fair in this world
I have loads of pics to upload but i'm too sleepy
shall do it tonighttttttttt
for now i'm going back to bed booooo
oh and i'm excited for my primary school gathering this weekend:)))

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Edited with pics:))) (12:05am)

schoolmates!

kbox!!!

2009-06-11T23:39:00.000-07:00

TGIF!
i think i'm ponning school tmr!hehehe
plus most prob phuture in the night!
happyyyyyyyy

2009-06-03T00:49:00.000-07:00

Life has been super meaningless for me these days
eat,sleep, test, project and clubbing
eversince things were over between us
i have turned into a bad girl!
i never use to stay out past midnight
but now i even have the guts to come home at 4 plus in the morning!

I really miss my previous life
though there were times that left me super depressed
sometimes i wish i could turn back time
and take control of the situation
it sucks to make a blunder that disallows both parties
to give each other a chance to start afresh

Its been more than 2 months
we met, we talked
but nothing can be done because the truth came to light
part of me still cant get over things because
you are the first to know so much about me
i really wish i can turn back time:(

Anyway i have been having this on off pain in my stomache!

maybe i will die soon

so i should not think so much!

i must spend my time wisely and

enjoy every single minute i have on earth:)

oh and today is the forth of the month

1yr 10mths!

SAD!

oh well life must go on

2009-05-26T02:47:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i really dont know what is on my mind

i keep doing silly things and later crying like i dont deserve the consequences!

WHATS WRONG WITH ME???

I'm getting so tired of being the current me
I never once head people's advice
despite them saying over and over again
I'm just as stubborn as before!
WHEN WILL I WAKE UP?
It seems like i never will
as the saying goes once bitten twice shy
unfortunately it never applies to me

I'm in deep shit tmr because i have work from like 11 to midnight
because we have to stay to prepare for the sales
and i have a fucking test at 10 am the next day!
so god bless me and i have work again on wed after school
and i got a test on thursday!!!
I AM SO DEAD!!

oh yes zach wants me to say that he is hot!

hahhhaahahh

Newater trip

check out the height!hahaha

candid!

2009-05-17T03:39:00.000-07:00

i just got home from some drinking session over at ecp with best and friends
and i cant sleeppppppppp
i wish i could sleep but i have to be up at 5am
which is 1 and a half hrs from now
to send my dad to the airport!!!!!!!!!
if i sleep now i can seriously forget about waking up!hahhaah
i haven been getting properly sleep since last night!
we phutured till 4 plus
and i slept for 4 hrs before heading to work!
i was totally day dreaming the entire day!!!!!!
this customer was like asking me for the price of the bag
and i just stared into blank space
thank goodness i'm not working tmr
orelse i will be a walking zombie again!hahahah
alright i better go get a little rest now
my head is spinning like maddddddddd

2009-05-14T01:27:00.000-07:00

Just got off the phone with z
and i'm back here at my com thinking of what to blog
i'm getting super lazy these days
with no motivation to do my school work

I had a school excursion today to the singapore museum
and it lasted for only an hr????!!
so the girls and i decided to go shopping for cheap stuff
sie wen was the only discipline one!
she said she wont buy means she wont buy
unlike me and sharon.hahahhaha
i'm really happy with my buys:)

I'm shopping with best tmr!
so there goes all my money
hopefully nothing catches my eye tmr!hahahahahah

alright i better get ready for tmr's presentation
instead of wasting my time doing useless stuff!
good night!

oh yes my new bed came.hahahahha

pictures at the museum today

Phutured with beat,ally,jas and best last wed

we went bowling!

us playing pool!

so thats all for the week!

cant wait to club this friday

weeeeeeeeeee

2009-05-01T01:18:00.000-07:00

sie wen came over after school on wednesday
and we had loads of fun snacking,blasting r&b music and web-caming!
oh yes i forgot to mention i straighten my hair!:)

Being angry for a minute makes you lose 60 seconds of happiness

2009-04-29T00:25:00.000-07:00

omg i want to clubbbbbbbbbb but i cant:((((((((((((

i feel so stuck with this stupid deal i made with my parents!

i'm starting to regret like mad!!!!!!

anyway school has been S-T-R-E-S-S-F-U-L

our lecture notes are damn bloody thick!

i'm starting to hate school like maddddddd

its only the second week and i'm complaining????

i wish i'm back in year 2 with lesser worries

i'm starting to have thoughts of not being able to make it for this sem!

if i fail any module i so have to bid goodbye to my china fyp trip!

i guess i should start taking my school work seriously

and make an effort to do all my tutorials

so glad to have them with me in school:)

2009-04-27T02:40:00.000-07:00

so finally my dad bought me a nice phone after like 10000 yrs!
i was deciding between the blackberry storm or the E71
my dad kept asking me to get the blackberry phone
but in the end i chose the E71!
i always wanted to get that so of course i settled for that!
anyway my family stayed over at sheraton hotel on sat night
and it was awesomeeeeee
we got to stay in an executive suite!!
i will upload pics soonnnnnnnnnn
nights!
i love school.ahhahahahaha
:)

2009-04-24T02:13:00.000-07:00

EYE CANDY

i'm so damn tired!!!!!!!
went to rebel with best ,eugene and friends last night
imagine i had only 4 hrs of sleep
if i didnt pon the my 9am lecture
i would have gotton only 3hrs of sleep.hahahah
anyway its the last time i'm going to club!
i made a deal with my parents.hahahhahhahah
so i will only be clubbing once a month i guess?
anyway my freaking lecturer had to embarrass me today!
he scolded me for falling a sleep in his class
like 5 mins after the lesson started!
I DID NOT OK!!!
and awhile later he said my eyes are quite small when i smile
so he realised that i wasnt sleeping!!!!!!!
wtf rightttttttt
i was so damn pai seh!

My hair is in a damn horrible condition now!
i'm thinking if i should rebond or anti-frizz or do treatment!
i die die must get it done this sat
i cannot stand my fugly hair already
anyway i'm so drained right now
and i have school from 9 to 6 tmr with just an hour break
how am i going to survive my day!!
its only the first week and i am already complaining!
whatever!

its time for beddddddddddddddd

my star "tat" hahahhahah

and sushi with dot today!

it was great catching up with her:))))

2009-04-21T23:49:00.000-07:00

sometimes i dont understand why people just cant tell the fucking truth
like why must u tell me something and tell someone else another story!??
its weird how you can tell me to stop doing stuff because you are worried
but on the other hand you are doing it yourself
and when i ask you why your fucking reply was
cause u do so i do lor
like wtf?????????????????????
in the first place let me get this straight into your fucking face
never in a million years would i want to go back into this ab***** relationship!!
plus the reason you gave me for telling people different things
was because you dont want to be a loser in front of them
like wtf you beg me to come back
and you tell people you got new gf because u want face
wtffffffff??????
just remember this fucking statement
even all the guys on earth have died
i would rather stay single then go back to you!!!!!!!!!!!
and stop trying to lie that you are going canada to gain my sympathy!!!!!!!
so what if you are really going
do u think i will even give a damn???
you are fucking schooling now but insist that you are not
go ahead lie all you want
i'm just hoping that i wont ever see your fucked up face again
ok that aside!
school yesterday was super boring!!!
one of the teacher was so soft that i felt that he was talking to himself!!
and the other was trying to create "funny" conversation between we students
annoying!!!!!!!!!
thank god i have my classmates whom i know with me
orelse i will definitely die
yay dinner and club tmr night(hopefully)hahahhaha
:)

2009-04-20T02:17:00.000-07:00

F.. says:
shrek has 3 head, 2 brain, 2 heart., 4 ear 1 and a half mouth no nose 8 hands and 1 leg
F.. says:
i got 2 brain,cause i fucking clever
F.. says:
2 heart cause got good and bad heart
F.. says:
4 ear,cause i always listen to what ppl say before i speak
F.. says:
1 and half mouth cause i talk talot
F.. says:
i dont smell..
F.. says:
8 hands cause i can handle alot of stuffs and multitask
F says:
lastly 1 leg cause i hate walking..so 1 leg would mean i have wheel chair to sit!

hahahhaha
so this is how shrek decides to describe himself!
he is seriously full of shit!!
plus a freaking lousy judge!!!
and stop thinking that you help cure my depression!haha

F.. says:
DIE! i am being used..my coolness,cuteness and my humor are all being used to cure your depression

Alright school is starting in 15 hrs time
believe or not i have lessons from 4pm till 8.30pm on mondays!
they are all back to back no break at all:(
i'm so gonna smuggle the malay store's nuggets into lecture!!
i miss the malay foodddddddd
i can have it like 5 freaking days a week!
this totally proves how edible their food are.hehehhehe
aside from that i'm excited to meet my new classmates!
thankfully i still have some friends with me in my new class:))
this sem is going to be terrible
because i haven gotton much clothes for school!!!
my bank account is running dry due to the rate i'm spending my moolahs!
haiyaa....if only i'm a spoilt little brat
getting all the tiny little stuff i ask for
oh well its life
its either i take or leave it
but i got no choice, i have to live it(hahaha not leave it)
anyhows my eyes are puffy from the terrible cry i had earlier
i feel so stupid!!!!
i should really stop believing in what others say!
i must learn not to trust people easily!!
ok i better stop ranting
typing all this shitty stuff gets me worked up!
shall end my post with pictures:)))

double chin alert!!!

anyway best is starting her new job soon

hopes she adapts well in the new environment

i feel happy for her:))))))))))))))))

meet me soon ya!

and choh you promise me a picnic!!!!

2009-04-19T01:06:00.000-07:00

i'm down with a pretty bad flu!
my freaking nose is running like a bloody tap
and i'm coughing like a mad cow!!
was thinking of clubbing yesterday but met the girls
for dessert at holland v's dessert bar instead:)
will upload more photos soon!

phuture on wed!

and it was choh's virgin trip to the club

plus the smart her forgot to bring her ic and her ez link!!hahahahah

my pretty nails:))

ally and i did our nails on thursday night till almost 12am

her nice mom send us home after that

2009-04-15T19:24:00.000-07:00

it came to a stage that there is really no turning back
despite how you hurt me and my family
i still cant bring myself to hate you
and after all that has happened
deep down in my heart i still miss you

ps:i'm glad you still care for me:)

2009-04-14T01:47:00.000-07:00

i have been workingfor 4 days in a row!!!
tmr will be the 5th day i'm working:(
apparently i'm trying very hard to fall sick!
but i cant!how sad
anyway my timetable is out
and i got no school on tuesdayyyyyys
oh btw i was happy for awhile just now!
hot dog bun plus some extra stuff:)))
anyway shrek you suckk!!!!
first you flew me a paper aeroplane on sat morning
and now you are saying that i'm
making use of your cuteness and humor to make myself happy
you suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
hahahhahahaha

easter eggs from alexis and tootsie roll and mars from lina:))))
i'm a happy girl!

anyway i got new bedsheetttttttttt
best shopping soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!
i need new clothes for school:))

2009-04-12T01:43:00.000-07:00

rebel on friday with best, jas and friends

unglam 1

unglam 2

damn sad please!

was suppose to go dbl o tonight with beat and ally

but i'm too tiredddddddddd

plus i have to get up super early to pick my dad

from the airport and head to work later in the day

school will be starting in a week's time!!

i wanna club before the holiday endssssssss

2009-04-10T01:04:00.000-07:00

i just feel like crap now!
had a really big tiff with my mom earlier in the evening
and i am really upset now
i'm starting to think back
if i'm actually doing all this shit just to forget you
or do i enjoy things this way
i'm starting to ask myself if this is really me
or am i doing this just to get you off my mind
yes i admit that i do miss you at times
i really wish i could text you or give you a call
and pour my sorrows to you
however things have to be this way or it will never end
i guess i have to leave it this way till things really cool off
maybe i will talk to you 6months later?
i hope by then we can really talk as friends
anyhows i'm sorry best for tmr!
i wish i could accompany you
but i'm really not in the mood to go
shall end my post with the pics we took at phuture yesterday

cute right!!???

eddy bought this for me from taiwan!

they are actually marshmallows:)))

2009-04-07T23:53:00.000-07:00

the retarded things we do at work

i'm damn excitedddddddddddddddddd

tmr night:)))))))))))))))))

best knows why.heheeh

ps: i really love you all for helping me get through this shit

:))

2009-04-05T02:37:00.000-07:00

sentosaaaaaaaaa

i love this dress so much that i wore it the next day after purchasing it:)

Phuture with best and friends on friday

And to the guy with the centre parting hair and gold chain

you are damn it freaky

i remembered blogging about this guy with such

description in my sep 08 post

mentioning that he approached me asking if he could be my friend!!

guess what just two days back

while i was browsing at doggy stuff at vivo

he suddenly appeared beside me asking the if he could be my friend!!!

wtfffffffffffffffff right

same guy after 6 months asking me the same question

worst of all its at a different location!!

thank goodness my mom called me right after he asked that question

and i immediately took that chance to walk off

if ever again he ask me such a question

i will make sure i kick his balls!!!!

2009-04-03T01:35:00.000-07:00

Just becuase i mentioned in my earlier post that

you arent allowed to vent you anger on my tagboard

and here i see your bf doing it on your behalf?

Its obvious here that you BF is definitely way way way

more important than your used to be friend

because you got him to tag me on my blog!!!!!!

Not forgeting he called me a bitch once!

worst of all you never got him to apologise to me

i could really see from then where i stood as a "close friend"

Since you think by getting your bf to tag

will make you feel better

then carrying on with your childish acts!

and get this straight i'm not related to you in any way

so whether i wish to club or kiss someone its none of your business!!!!!!

And to the tagger's bro

in a million years will i ever talk to you again

thanks for calling me a slut and a whore

i will remember that:)

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anyhows went sentosa today with cat's family

will upload more of the pics soon

not in the mood right now!

and i got darker!:(

2009-04-01T01:05:00.000-07:00

pics with allyyyyyy

my first time in a family car taxi!!

DXO with best and her friends after work!

imagine sleeping for 3 hrs that night

and waking up for full shift the next day

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and to my "dearest friend" out there

how do u want me to put myself in your shoes?

when out of 10 times u call me 8 times u ask me

to get your bf to call u or check if he is asleep?

out of 10 things i tell u how many have you really kept a secret?

out of the 10 times i asked you why u

gave away the secret i said not to tell but you told

did u admit that u really did say out to someone

when will u ever grow to keep that mouth of yours seal

yes i know that it was my fault

but why must you deny about the fact that you said it out!!!

someday you will understand why i'm so angry

when the same thing happens to you

so maybe you should take back those words you tagged on my blog!

seriously if u feel that you are really unsatisfied

with the things mentioned on my blog

don't come venting your anger on my tagboard

thanks!!!

2009-03-30T01:15:00.000-07:00

i'm really upset over this horrifying situation i caused
as i never expect things to turn out this way
and i really regret everything:((((((

2009-03-27T01:33:00.000-07:00

i'm glad we cleared the misunderstanding between us:)
as for the other person i got nothing to say

anyway its been 3 days
i am really grateful to those who have been cheering me up
and spending time with me:))
i'm sure i will be a happy girl in prolly a months time?

Ally accompanied me out the whole of yesterday
and we were both really happy with our buys.hehehhe
i'm waiting for her to take me out for a spin
once she pass her driving:))))))

Rina came to find me during work today
and she waited for me to end to accompany me home!
i hope our stay over plans would come true

As for bestfriend
she wants to cook me edible food tmr.hehhee
i'm happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
yayyy

To you!!!!
don't come and act nice to me
bare this in mind
even if i really have any problems
and do not have anyone to turn to
i will never resort to turning to you!!!!!!!

2009-03-26T01:50:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i feel people climb all over me
when i keep my mouth shut
why is it i have to say sorry
even though i am not at fault
why is it i have to act as though nothing happen
when something actually happened
why is it my closest ones dont understand me!!!!!
if u are in a fucking bad mood dont vent it on me
i am stress here so i have so many things on my mind
why the fuck are u angry that it slipped off my mind
put it this way if u forget something
would i ever talk to you this way?
yes i admit that you are always there for me
but it doesnt mean that when i keep quiet
it means everything is fine
sometimes i just keep everything to myself
because i treasure the friendship
and see no point in fighting!

And by being angry with a person whom i told many times
not to mention this certain person
am i wrong?
what she did?
she called me and starting saying i think i saw blah blah blah at your bustop
come on don't you understand
i said if you want to help me then do me this favour
dont mention this particular person!
and when i got angry because she mentioned it
she just hung up on me
come on put yourself in my shoes
if i did that to you will u be happy?
two big blows in a night
two close friends
I'M TIRED

To you!
dont fucking walk off and come back as and when u like
you dont own me and neither do i own you
you wanted to leave then be it
dont ask me stupid questions
and beg me to reply them!!!!!!!

this entire week had been terrible
my maid left so the house is upside down
so my mom vents her anger on us because she cant cope
i really want to disappear and cry out loud!
will you all just give me a break!!

Lastly
I'M NOT OK!

2009-03-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

my zoo trip:)

RINAaaa!!!

shopping trip with best!

secret garden?????

pictures,pictures and pictures......

2009-03-13T00:57:00.000-07:00

I'm all prepared to give up:)
i'm tired of your indecisiveness

If i don't
learn to let go,
learn be firm,
learn not to be SOFT-HEARTED and
learn not to be so forgiving each and every time
I WILL NEVER LEARN!

i want to be free from all these worries
i need a break from all these drama
lastly in a million years will i change for anyone!

sheena i'm so getting my ding tai fung!!hehehehhehe
make sure its gonna be a big treat

Anyhows the zoo trip today was awesome:))
photos up soonnnnnn

Yay to meeting rinaaaaaaaaa tmr for sushi
and bestfriend the day after for shopping
and choh please meet me soonnnnn

2009-03-08T01:16:00.000-08:00

i'm in love with green pea snackssssssss

i get agitated easily these days

i am petty

i am tired

i am annoyed

i am jealous

i want my 60 bucks flip flops

i want more clothes

i want to own a bag no one ever has

i never ever learn my lesson

i love green pea snacks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway chanel has this new spring summer collection bags

that i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

but of course the spendthrift me will never be able

to save up for it!

i love the pink one belowwwww

its good enough for me.hahahahaha

i assume these bags arent as pricy as their classic ones

as they are made of calfskin!

the classic ones are mostly lambskin!

i wish i strike lotteryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

haiyaaaaa

2009-03-06T00:51:00.000-08:00

more picsssssssss

2009-03-05T16:10:00.000-08:00

bestfriend came over first to get ready
and we headed over to phuture/zouk with beat

last night was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee

more pics will be up soon!

2009-03-03T01:26:00.000-08:00

life hasnt been going very smoothly

eversince the week before the exam

however i'm glad i manage to pull through my exam week

and not just give up half way:)

the happy times we had last week
1 out of 7 days?
everday is war for us!!!!!!!!
and now we are having cold warrrrrrrrrrrrr

bally hunks!hahahhaha

my sumo hairstyle!

2009-02-24T12:48:00.000-08:00

met choh in the morning and the nice her accompanied me

to transfer money though the sun was hotttt(mad weather i tell you)

and then followed by our usual bubble bee

met sheena later in the afternoon

and we caught pink panter twoooo

the show wasn't that fantastic

as my eyes were fighting to stay open like half the time!!!

sushi we loveeeeeeeee

my new acid wash hat that i love:)

2009-02-20T01:02:00.000-08:00

i miss my straight hairrrrrrrrrrrr
and i'm thinking of getting hair extensions again
should i??

homecooked v day meal

beef steak with cod roe pasta:))))

exams are overrrrrrrrrrrr

and i present to you

my new "bling bling" top after studding it

however it lasted for a few hours as the studs dropped off gradually:(

i stuck my new sandels with mini gold studs:)

i'm loving my studxzzzzzzxzxzxxz

many are homeless and i really don't know where to put them

hahhahahaha

2009-02-06T17:54:00.000-08:00

met choh yesterday at 10.30am to get out DIY materials!

We had awesome tako balls with horrible soya bean and chin chow

thanks for accompanying me to work later that afternoon:)

Bee came over at 8 plus today to make me this.hehe

unagi noodlesssssss

and he left at 11 for work

Syb came over at about 2 to get her shoes done by me

i DIY my shirt while working on her shoes

shall brainstorm how i can make use of all those studs

anyhows choh left to meet her liangy already

i will be leaving in an hours time to meet anto for bally's cny dinner

bye!

2009-02-05T02:09:00.000-08:00

i broke the zip on my mom's skirt and broke the zip on my bag today

in short i'm a zip destroyer.hhaaaha

anyway i'm glad that i'm done with all my projects this sem

all the programming modules never fail to leave me clueless each time hah!

Been out with bee for the past 2 days

and we never fail to eat , eat , eat

we caught the wedding game and i hate it!

so if u are thinking of watching that show NO don't

Exams are in a weeks time!!!!

and i have yet to start my revision

oh well i'm always a last minute person.hehehe

we were the only two asses eating icecream

the icecream that i never get sick of(green tea)

i DIY my shoes with studsssssssss

i did my slippers too!!!

my chic pink leopard alarm clock plus belt:)))

2009-01-28T01:36:00.000-08:00

omgggggg i lost my dior perfumeeeeeeeee!!!
and worst of all i lost it in my own house!!!
i've been searching high and low for it
however its nowhere in sight!!!

i have this strong hunch that my maid broke it
and just pretended that she didnt see it!
cuz i'm 101percent sure its in the house
arghhhh

Anyhows bad stuff have been happening recently
and i really dont know if i should feel sad or happy?
oh well shall just leave it like this for the time being

btw cny was boringggg
caught bride wars on the first day of new yr:)
alright photossssss

subway + starbucks the other day with rina:)

our mini grill session at home

CNY Day1

CNY Day2

sis and i

2009-01-15T01:55:00.000-08:00

Its like minutes before 2am
and i'm still up watching antm
sad to say i have to be up in 4 hrs for my 8am class!!!!!
plus an ERP test later in the afternoon boooooo....
its weird how i'm able to stay wide awake
despite spending the entire afternoon out
i guess i've turned into an owl.hahaha

Anyhows shopping today was great
i'm pretty please by the awesome buys:)
i want moreeeeeeeeeeeee

nightsssss

2009-01-08T23:21:00.000-08:00

rollar blading plus cycling today with the classmates

photos will be up soon!

anyway its been almost a month since i blogged

and why?

1. i'm lazy

2. i'm tired of the "nice" comments people leave on my blog

come on its my fucking blog

please be a little respectful

if you dont like what you see on my blog

then dont come to my blog

i just dont understand why must people make comments!!

in the first place are u even that perfect?

so what if i'm fat?

in what way does it affect you?

and no one even force you to read my blog!!!!????

life is just so unfair!!!

some people can eat so damn much

and not put on a single weight

however i'm an unlucky shit!

whose methabolism is fucking low

so i can even put on weight even though i eat at a normal rate

well i can't stop anyone from posting rude remarks

unless i remove my tagboard

however i dont see the need yet

if you guys really insist on making such remarks

then go ahead

dont blame me when you get your karma!

my christmas home cooked dinner by bee!

crab and prawn pizza

steak

dessert

2008-12-12T22:45:00.000-08:00

finally after a week of sleepless nights

rushing through projects and test revision

now i'm all free to do whatever i want

3 more days and it would be goodbye singapore
and hello to hong kong!

yay cant wait to shop till i drop.hahahaha

Anyhows caught twilight today

and i swear that show was way beyond awesome

Robert Pattinson is hot hot hot

:))))))))))))))))))))

btw i forgot to mention

i'm perming my hair!

its gonna be a belated birthday gift from my aunt.hahahah

2008-12-02T19:25:00.000-08:00

To think i was foolish enough to stand by you despite what others said
To think i was stupid enough to forgive you despite all the nasty things u said
To think i was dumb enough to believe that its the last chance i will be giving you
To think i was soft-hearted enough to tell myself that you will change

sometimes i just ponder to myself what gave me all these patience
to forgive you over and over again
despite knowing that you will be back to your oldself
i still trusted your words that you would change

well the time has come
and i ran out of patience
lastly i told myself i never want to love again

2008-11-30T01:46:00.000-08:00

sweet 19 pics

bestfriend and choh appeared at my gate minutes before 12

holding a candle and sang me a birthday song:)

kenny rogers!

Zouk!

hilarious picture(look behind us)

Mr ken

i still have many other pics to upload

will do it soon:))

oh yes my tamagochi of 5 days died how sad

so i had to restart it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm going hong kong in 2 weeks!

as usual i'm looking forward for the plane ride

i just love plane food ,window seats and plenty of movies

Lastly thank you to all for making my birthday a happy one:)

2008-11-17T23:50:00.000-08:00

Its been a week since i last blogged!!!
i know i haven been updating regularly
well who cares anyway
my blog is never once interesting

the only thing i do is complain and citisize about others

I'm really exhausted by the numerous test and assignments i have(nothing suprising)

plus trying to juggle work at the same time

i am superwomennnnnnnn NOT!

Whatever la.school's just a BITCH!

and i'm finally posting the pics that are way way overdue

my shanghai tang capppppppppp

loveeeeeeeeeee

it was a sorry gift from that asshole!

2008-11-11T21:50:00.000-08:00

I'M ANGRY!!!!!!!!

and i dont care whether if what i say will offend the four of you!!!
because THIS IS MY BLOG!!
the four namely the nerd, the ah lian,
the trying so hard to follow the trend(but obviously cant make it)
and the "innocent girl"(see la say your bestfriend so loud)

Dont you guys have any originality?
like aye your slut is here or your bitchfriend is here!
since you guys have the time to stare and gossip(god knows what abt)
then i'm sure u have a better name for me instead of using Bestfriend?!!
what a copycat!

Well if you guys insist on using bestfriend
then u guys shall be my slut face friends!

Seriously what is it that you all have to stare about?
in what way have i offended you?
everytime i walk into the lecture hall
i feel as though i'm being stared like a criminal!!!!!

Lastly i would like to repeat this again
this is my blog so read with your eyes!
and leave once you are done
if you are unhappy with the things i mentioned above
please go somewhere else to vent your frustrations!
i dont care if you decide to start a hate blog about me!

ok i feel so much better letting all these out!!

2008-11-10T01:05:00.000-08:00

i've given up in the game called love

2008-11-04T23:56:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 15 MONTHS LOVE!:)))
i'm glad everything has gone back to the way i wanted
and i promise i will treasure this

Anyhows pon the afternoon lecture to meet b
and we caught the coffin over at town

Most shows are rated on an average of 3 to 4 popcorns
and that show definately deserves 1 popcorn
well the one popcorn goes to the cute guy in the show.HAHAHHAHA
orelse i will give the show ZERO popcorn!
the show was really boringggg

Dinner was over at suki sushi
and i didnt know that their sushi was only 99cents for each coloured plate!!!
the sushi was really worth the price:)

Lastly thanks b for getting all the stuff i wanted todayyyyy
yayyyyyyyyyy!
I'm getting my shanghai tang cap next wk!!
i swear i will kick the ass of those who go get the same cap as me!!!
i just hate those people with no mind of their own
all they do is see and follow!

Before i end this entry of mine
I would like to voice out how annoyed i am with those people in my lecture
who cant keep their eyes to themself!
is staring all you can do?
i know u must be thinking i'm retarded or childish to assume that u people stare
come on la if u want to stare can u please do it in a not so obvious way?
i know you guys are a frequent reader of my blog
so i have to watch my words
orelse the next thing i know i will be having a war on my tagboard!
so next time rememeber to stare with some brains pleaseeeeee!!

PS: i didnt mention any names here so dont assume i'm talking about you!!!!
unless you are guilty of your staring "crime"!

2008-10-29T23:54:00.000-07:00

I felt "sick" the night before
so i self declared no school today.hahahahaha
my day was therefore spent with the asshole
yes alot happened today
however i was warned not to disclose any of the happenings on my blog
therefore i have to act like a happy bitch when i'm not!

I know my blog is so damn dead!
but seriously i have no inspiration to blog
I always have this strong urge to blog but
nothing flows from my brain when that empty page appears
so i will end up closing the entire blogger page

Anyhows the class has been closer this sem
and whyyyyyyyyyyyy?
we have been making little trips out of school for lunch during our breaks

The first tuesday was indian food over at amk hub
last tuesday was sakae buffet over at J8
and just yesterday it was botak jones
therefore i concluded that tuesdays are our
EAT-OUT-OF-SCHOOL-DAY!

Last week was terrible as i blasted 20 bucks over at timezone
when i met bestfriend at compass point for our usual dose of starbucks
the following day was worst i lost another 10 at timezone and b 30
what we gain?
NOTHING!
in short timezone are money suckers!

alright i just have 2 pictures of our sakae outing
the rest are stuck in my other com
too lazy to get them out!hahahah

:)

Some days I'm a super bitch
Up to my old tricks
but it wont last forever
Next day I'm your super girl
Out to save the world
and it keeps getting better

2008-10-22T01:21:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since i last blogged a proper entry!
most of the recent entries had been purely pictures
and i never mentioned about the screwed up life i'm currently facing

Yup its already the second week of school
and of course its nothing unusual to see me surfing the net
while the teacher is trying his/her best to conduct the class

I'm just a real damn sucker when it comes to programming modules!!
I know i should be putting in some effort by trying and
not just sit there and wait for doom day
seriously i just dont have that sense of urgency yet!argh

Well it happens every sem with me relaxing in most tutorials
and later worrying like shit if i will ever freaking pass that module
I guess this cycle is gonna repeat till i graduate?
I really can't wait to graduate from NYP!
I dont ever want to see programming againnnnnnnnnnnn!

So school is one thing and relationship is another!
i guess that "honeymoon" period is officially over
the quarrels now are never ending!!
ok i'm going to kill myselfffffffffffffff(ps: i will never ever do that)hahahah

Now the quarrels are overpowering the happy times we spend together!!
yes yes terrible i know
but what can i do??
every relationship has its ups and downs
to not quarrel is simply unavoidable!

I'm starting to regret the times i had things my way
but took them for granted
well the only thing that can be done now is to try making things better i guess?
I've been trying my very best to do all i can to be less quarrelsome
I've been trying my very best to show concern
I've been trying my very best to spare a thought
in short I'VE BEEN TRYING!

I know its hard but inorder to get things back on track
I have to give and take
putting the broken pieces back together requires patience
i just hope that everything will be back to the way it use to be

Anyhows met b on sunday and we caught eagles eyes

the show was great great great

it was abt these 2 people being instructed by the computor

on the next move they are required to make

I was seriously amazed by how the computor could destroy the things and the people

without leaving anyway evidence behind!

was forced to have this meal!!

though its one of my favourite meal place

i just didnt want to eat it that day as i had a buffet

that evening over at swiss hotel!!!(pictures will be up soon)

yes the 2 miserable pictures i have that we took at zouk!

btw me and b got into zouk and phuture for free that night

as i happen to see my friend mr ken working there:)

2008-10-19T10:29:00.000-07:00

Wednesday 15 oct 2008

i saw sharon stretching her feet therefore
i took that chance to take photos of our slippers.hehehe

yes we have the same slipper:)

we were all bored that day by that " gay" teacher

went over to pico centre later that afternoon with some classmates
for our packing job
it was funnnnnnnnnnn:)

Thursday 16 oct 2008

the 2 hr lecture that killed us!
met my bitch choh after school and she almost murdered me for
making her wait at the train station for 45mins.hahahahah
knowing i was down that day she got be dougnutsssssssssssssss
and that spells L-O-V-E

Friday 17 oct 2008

i officially hate fridays due to the long hrs in school
school hrs on fridays are from 12pm till 9.30 pm!

we went over to amk for dinner before heading
back to school for our night class

went home to change after night class that day
and i went over to zouk with b and a few of my friends
yes its my first time clubbing!
so will upload the pictures once i get them
s

Saturday 18 oct 2008

REGENE!

ps:I'M SAD

2008-10-14T23:51:00.000-07:00

13 oct 2008

Went over to my dentist to collect my retainers
had a slight craving for waraku the day before
therefore i went down to novena after the dental appointment

I had the set lunch all by myself
the feeling sucked as the place was filled with many working people
they were all accompanied by their friends
while the pathetic me sat there eating all alone

well on a happier note
b kept coming to my table to "serve" me
and he made me this softy icecream:)

met syb over at the playground near my house
earlier that evening after school ended
and we chat and "seesha" hahahah

14 oct 2008

Class ended earlier by an hour
therefore we had 3 hrs of break before our next lecture
so the 4 of us went over to amk hub for lunch
and a little shopping later on:)

Photos with sie wen on our way home

Backdated pictures

F1 with b

Bally day over at aloha chalet

Bestfriend's birthday

we had loads of fun that day cam- whoring over at paragon

2008-10-11T01:03:00.000-07:00

I removed my bracey today!!!
so yup my tooth are officially braceless!
and it feels weird to see my teeth straightttttt
yay its goodbye metal mouth and hello to straight looking teeth

Anyhows will either be posting my overdue F1 pics with b ,
bally day photos and bestfriend's birthday photos this weekend or the coming monday:)
for now i'm off to bed as i'm competely drained out from the entire wk of non-stop working

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
bevbevbev

2008-10-08T23:46:00.000-07:00

Its really funny how humans like me make weird decisions
and later cry over them
i wish i would just disappear and never come back

I'm too upset to think

i swear i cried like almost a pail full of water

and my eyes and nose feel so swollen now

The bally ppl even attempted to video down my crying!!!

well they sort of succeed

it was great having their company!

their jokes made my day

and thanks eddy for giving us all a pizza treattttttt

alright i'm off to continue crying

ok not!

anyway i have tons of pics that i haven upload!

will upload them real soon:)

btw my timetable this sem was pretty much ok

so i shan't rant anything about it

Lastly

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND!

yay meeting her for dinner tmr

2008-09-28T01:54:00.000-07:00

Thursday

worked from 1pm till 12.30 am as the contractor needed to change the window display
therefore i stayed back with another collegue to supervise the people

b waited for me to end and we headed to swensens for supper

i'm a coit tower fan:)

Friday

went to work in the afternoon

the korean star came to bally with his two friends!!!

dropped by rc's bally before heading for F1

alright will be back with more F1 pictures as i'm going again tmr for the actual race:))))

2008-09-27T02:26:00.000-07:00

Wednesday

went to town with b to catch mirrors
the show was fairly good but gross at the same time
however i felt the ending didnt make sense

Dinner that night was over at cine's shokudo restuarant
i wanna go back for more green tea floats

b bought the rubber band for meeeeeeeeeeeeee

i still have many unposted pics!

for now it will just be these few

btw F1 was great:)

took loads of pictures plus a few short clips of the cars racing:)

2008-09-26T09:14:00.000-07:00

Day 1 of F1

will be back with loads of pictures:)